Second post in less than 24 hours wow I really do have a lot on my mind :/ and I’m not liking it tbf.. I mean thinking isn’t something I like to do I mean it HURTS!! Hahah only joking as I’m sat here in my bed looking up at such a pretty sight well my white ceiling looking upon that iv been up to lately and realising that iv put everything first apart from my sixform work and my family iv decided there’s going to be some changes around her… But yet again, this one persons been on my mind constantly for atleast the last 2 days I mean there amazing in my mind, so sweet and charming I wish she would come back down from up there just for 10 mins so my sister could see her and me I miss her like crazy and its really starting to get to much lately as there’s other problems on my mind atm to… Iv never felt as if the one person I want to actually give a dam… Don’t give a dam about me anymore maybe that’s just karma :/ I mean I give as good as I get I know that bit but I’d trade all of that to have that one person to actually give a fuck? I don’t as a lot anyways as for collage(sixform) its good really well currently chorogaphing the dances for the production I guess its a working progress… Time for me to give my pillow some serous head…. Don’t get too jelous :P
